Blah!

So I am hosting a Pure Romance Party in less than two weeks. Ok cool right. Yep blah. I have "friends" that I have invited but want to point blank ignore me about getting this together. I have a tendency to over do it when it comes to party food. I hate for people to walk away hungry and I damn sure don't want anyone saying how terrible the food was. I want them to have a great time and ask for the recipe! So why is it that I can show up for other people and be there yet they can not do it for me?? I mean people that I have known for years that I grew up with and went to school with. Yet they can not acknowledge me whatsoever, yet a few people that I have met in the last four years are actually there for me. I know just let it go and move on I don't need shitty people in my life or around my kids, but I still have hope that people will change and be better a friend like I try to be. This behavior is what makes me not only not want friends but also to cancel my even and not plan anymore.